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My spnspringfling gift has FINALLY been posted and it's everything I had hoped and wished for only multiplied by infinity. It's as if my amazing & wonderful mystery author has been peeking into my very darkest fantasies and dreams and has written the most perfect fic I have ever read.

It's super, super dark with absolutely spot-on and in-character portrayals of both Sam and Dean. Everything I love about Sam is here; his strength, bravery and willingness to suffer and endure to help others and, most of all, his never-ending trust in his big brother, his unconditional & amazing love for Dean. My heart broke for him in nearly every paragraph.

And Dean. Oh, Dean!!! Despite what he's become and what he does, he's still recognizably Dean and I just want to wrap my arms around him and never let go.

It had me hooked and breathless from the very first sentence, squirming through most of the middle and in tears by the end. And yet I wanted more, I wanted it to never end. I want to live in the world my author has created for ever, despite (no, probably BECAUSE) of how everything hurts so, so much.

Ok, I'll shut up now except to say go and read this fic and lavish the author with all the praise you can.

Am so, so close to finishing my fic for spnspringfling but I only have 508 words left out of the 2500 max and I need more, I want more to write the fic I really want to write and to tell the story that the characters want to tell.

I'm trying to be as brief and succinct as I can but for the first time in ages, I'm writing an extended sex scene and it's flowing wonderfully and it's sexy and it's hot like WHOA!!!! and I just don't want to have to cut it short but I'm afraid I'm going to have because certain things must still happen that I haven't written yet and I don't really want to rush the ending. But, damn it, I love this sex scene!!!!!

Plus, I didn't manage to include more than a couple of lines of very brief slash in last year's Springfling, so I really wanted to do something much longer and more integral to the story this time around.

So, is anyone else finished their fics yet? And if so, did you manage to write the fic you wanted to write within the small word count limit??? Cos I'm struggling right now but I prefer to have too many ideas than not enough or even the dreaded writer's block.


Thanks & cheers

Best news first!!! I bought my VIP ticket to AHBL6 in Melbourne, so will be spending the Saturday as well in J2's company. Added bonus is more time with all the fan!girls and boys. Had to transfer money from a few different accounts to have enough but I was so worried about them selling out before I get paid next Wednesday that it was worth the hassle.

Been arranging meet-ups with friends and fellow SPNFamily from LJ, Twitter and FB. Will be sharing a hotel room with a wonderful lady I met at a Stargate/Farscape con back 2010 and have kept in touch via FB, text and the odd phone call. She sent me a beautiful pentagram pendant (which I wear everyday) and I can't wait to thank her in person.

Have so far resisted buying the Ben/Michael dinner ticket. Will check to see if any are still available after payday. If so, then I'm obviously meant to go, right??? :-)

Secondly!!!! Jared!!! Can he get anymore awesome??? I thought not but him joining FB and the daily spammage is the best thing ever!!! I've bought both a t-shirt and sweater and am hoping they arrive before late May so that I can wear them to the con.

I think being on FB really suits Jared. He's not limited to just 140 characters, so he can really take the time and space to detail his thoughts and feelings. Plus the vids have all been amazing. I especially love the one where he is playing *hookey* on set and runs into Ryan Curtis... busted!!!!

I get the biggest, probably very goofy grin on my face every time I get a notification on my phone that he has posted a new pic or vid or link. And it only gets bigger when I check them out.

This one is my favourite so far. Warning for spoilers for 10x19

Thirdly!!!! Loved this week's ep of The Blacklist

( spoilers for 2x14 )

Fourthly!!!! Making good progress on my BB but will be taking a brief hiatus this week to do spnspringfling. Prompts should be emailed out in the next couple of days and am really looking forward to seeing what I've been assigned. Last year I struggled to keep to the max 2500 words so am hoping the ideas come thick and fast this time 'round.