It's official!!!!!!!!!!!

[vyperdd]

If I didn't know for sure that I was already a die-hard, obsessed, addicted, hopelessly-head-over-heals-in-love Jaredgirl, then I do now.

The Jus in Bello con was on in Rome this weekend and heaps of the SPN cast were in attendance, including Jared and Jensen. However, Jared had to leave sometime between Fri night and Sat morning due to a family emergency and flew back to the States with Gen and Thomas. Word going around twitter was that someone in Gen's family had been in a car accident, but this hasn't been officially confirmed. Jared did tweet last night that it was 'a serious event', so details don't really matter.

Anyways, wake up this morning and my flist is full of vids from the con and tweet summaries and pics of all the shenannigans that go on at JIB. And I have almost zero interest in watching or reading or looking at any of them. I normally devour every scrap of con-stuff I can find as soon as I can find it. But that's not happening this time. and it's for 1 reason. Jared isn't there.

I've only watched 3 clips so far and all 3 are explicitly about or mention  the fact that JARED IS NOT THERE:


1/ Jensen records a message for Jared:

2/ Jensen at JIB opening:

3/ Jensen talking about what he does on his summer break and how much JIB means to both him and Jared:

Now I love Jensen heaps  and I really like the rest of the cast, but it just doesn't feel the same seeing Jensen on stage with someone who is not Jared. Maybe 1 day in the future I'll feel like watching some of these vids but I fear that isn't going to happen anytime soon.

Comments

[vunadiwai.livejournal.com]

LOL I love watching both of them but I've always tended towards Jensen - Dean-girl through and through. But I do find it weird listening to Jensen and seeing how different he actually is from Dean hehe

ETA - why depressed?

[vyperdd.livejournal.com]

I get the same vibes when watching Jared. It just goes to show how talented both guys are that they can play characters so different from their real-life selves so convincingly.

Another thing is, I think Sam is gorgeous and hot and to-die-for but Jared is mind-blowingly beautiful in a way that I can't really describe and I think a big part of it is Jared's personality and joy and love of family and friends and life in general shining through. He's not weighed down by all the grief and loss and pain like Sam is.


Why depressed??? Guess because I look forward to these cons and getting to see Jared doing his thing and when it doesn't happen it gets me down a little.

[vunadiwai.livejournal.com]

Ah Jaredepression. Understandable :P

[callistosh65.livejournal.com]

I'm with you! It's just not the same without the tall guy..:( Though Jensen really does have his back in how much he talked up both Jared and SamnDean. Thanks for pulling these clips out, btw. These I'll watch.

[vyperdd.livejournal.com]

So glad I'm not alone!!!

And yes, it was wonderful to see Jensen acknowledge that Jared was missed by both fans and the cast and how disappointed Jared was about not being able to be there.

Ya welcome!! There may be more Jared-mentions but these are the only ones I've found and probably because Jared was mentioned in the description.

[reapertownusa.livejournal.com]

You a Jaredgirl? That's utterly shocking news...or, well, maybe not so much ;) But you are definitely adorable and I'm sorry your boy missed the con. I hope he makes the next one and you get all kinds of video clips of Jared joy then.

[corbyinoz.livejournal.com]

What a class act Jensen is!! These videos make me love him more.

[vyperdd.livejournal.com]

He certainly is. If not for Jared, I'm sure I'd be a full-on hard-core Jensen girl.