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........... and grandbabies too!!!!

Read more about my growing brood )

All of these fics have just been exploding out of my brain, taking me down twisting back-roads and crazy side-trails in directions that I could never have imagined. I've tried fighting them and gagging John (as he's been the biggest culprit of veering me off course) but I've now given up control of the steering wheel and am just going along for the ride and what an amazing, sexy, kinky ride it's turning out to be.
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It's 10.45pm on May 1st, the deadline for first drafts for the [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang  is midnight and my fic sits on my laptop in a state of utter messiness and unfinshed scenes and scraps of action and dialogue that begin great and lead nowhere and it's not going anywhere. I decided about a week ago not to submit even the first draft and only now with just over an hour til the deadline has it really hit me. Also not helping is seeing all the posts of sheer delight and relief on my flist of fellow bb'ers finishing their's and sending them off to the BB mods. But I am truly happy for those of you dedicated and talented and organised enough to have gotten this far. You rock, guys, every single one of you and I can't wait for June to arrive so I can read all the wonderful fics.

More thoughts and musings on the journey so far )

So farewell BigBang2012. It was a hell of a fun, but scary ride while it lasted and despite all the stress and tears and days where the boys wouldn't let me see or hear what was going on, (and when they did it was things I had no idea they would do and which changed the whole tone and direction of the story, but always for the better) I can't wait to continue the journey over the coming months and hopefully arrive at May 2013 with a fully finished fic ready to share with the SPN family.
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Knew this would happen. Sit down to write with laptop on my knee and it's going great. I'm in The Zone and words and sentences and parqagraphs are flowing easily and smoothly from my brain through my fingers and onto the screen. There's character's doing things, not just thinking them, and dialogue (both of which I suck at big-time) and I know exactly what is going to happen next and why and best of all there is not a sex scene in sight (well not yet, it;s all leading to probably the most significant sex scene in the whole fic).

So I'm pretty much in my Happy Place right now and I've got to go and get changed for work in a job where I can't do any writing at all (except in my head-- where I do a lot when I'm away from my computer) and I don't want to go to work. I want to call in sick and stay home and watch re-runs of season 6 and write and write and write. 
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Re-watching Clap Your Hands If You Believe and Robo!Sam is just adorable. Most of his expressions and a lot of his lines have me laughing out loud or giggling with glee.

Sam: (to Marion) If you want to add glitter to that glue you're sniffing, that's fine, but don't dump your whackadoo all over us. We'd rather not step in it.

Sparrow: Your brother was abducted?
Sam: Yeah.
Sparrow: Oh my God!
Sam: It's fine. I mean, I've had time to adjust.
Sparrow: Did it happen when you were kids?
Sam: No, like half an hour ago.

Dean: Yes, you sit in the dark and you feel the loss.
Sam: Absolutely, but couldn't I just do all that and have sex with the hippie chick?
Dean: NO!
Sam: It would be in the dark.

Better stop now otherwise I'll be quoting the whole transcript.

Me thinks Jared had waaaaaaaaayyyyyy too much fun playing this version of Sam.

Oh, and to end on a completely shallow note: Sam's hair looks fabulous in this ep. So soft and silky and just begging to have hands and fingers (preferably mine) running through it.

Shallow note #2: And we get shirtless!Sam too. Always a lovely sight to see.

Okay, back to slogging away on the BB fic. Am making progress, slow and frustrating, but as I'm writing more than deleting, I'm, calling it progress.
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Just had to tell someone!!!! I just finished the prologue of my Big Bang, all 855 words.

I know it doesn't sound or look like a big deal but with every other chapter and even every other scene still needing major work, to finish the prologue and be pretty darn happy with it is a huge achievement for me. It's a massive relief knowing I can move onto the next scene and hoping things move much quicker from now on.

Prologue done. Another dozen or so chapters to go.
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As if I'm not following enough SPN comms already. But this one I couldn't resist.

banner by beckalooby

Plus I need a little fluff/light-heartedness in my life right now and I figure this is just what the doctor ordered.
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I absolutely loved the latest ep of Supernatural. It was funny and scary and Sam (and Jared) was gorgeous, Dean was the typical big brother in full-on big brother teasing mode. There was fantastic continuity and call backs to eps from the past, Houses Of The Holy and Everybody Loves Clowns. One of my favourites was Sam's little snort when Dean mentioned Leprecauns. Sam did fight and defeat one in Clap Your Hands from last season. And we found out more about Sam's childhood.  And they got each other presents at the end!!!! And Dean laughed and teased Sam (the ball-washer exchange was just priceless) and Sam laughed right along with him. One of the best brother moments since their gift giving at the end of Supernatural Christmas.

Doesn't get any better than this or at least so I thought til I saw this on my flist.


Will be hard not to stare at sweaty, shirtless Sam all day. I've got Big Bang fic to write.

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12, 348 words down, only another 7652 to go! And I'm still coming up with fresh ideas and outlining scenes. Chapter 1 is coming along great but still needs a lot of fleshing out, expanding scenes and writing transitions (at which I suck). With as well as Ch 1 is progressing I'm thinking I may be able to drop some of the weaker scenes where I really only have a vague idea of what's going to happen, or just a couple of lines of dialogue that I have no idea what do with. Hell, ch1 might just turn out to be BB length all by itself and that would be fine by me.

Ramblin's about the breakthrough  )
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Just passed 7000 words and no end in sight. Woooohoooooo!!!!

Whilst on my morning walk with my dog, Sam down to the river and back, started fleshing out missing scenes from  404 Metamorphosis, one of my favourite episodes. Couldn't wait to get home and onto my laptop for some serious writing. Always seems like I get my best ideas away from the computer (out walking, at work, in bed late at night or first thing in the morning, hell even in the shower and on the toilet) I can see and hear the boys so clearly it's as if I'm watching an episode. I'm hoping and thinking I may not been alone amongst fandom when it comes to how I first get my ideas. The tough thing I find, is translating what's in my head to the Word doc or paper. Never seems to come out exactly as I hear & see it in my head, but generally if I give it long enough it will be close.

Anyways back to 404. I've loved this ep since the first time I saw and now, dozens of viewing later, it's still growing on me. It's so dark and angsty and filled with wonderful and beautiful and heart-breaking  scenes and lines. We find out some of what Sam is feeling (which I always love) in regards to the demon blood he was fed as a baby, how it makes him feel, how he's doing his best to take this curse and make something good out of it. He really did have the best of intentions in season 4, get Dean out of Hell, being #1, then when that failed, kill Lilith in revenge for what she did to his beloved big brother. But the path he ended up choosing and following was obviously in hindsight not the right one. He never had all the information he needed to form a truly informed decision. He didn't know (because Ruby never told him) that killing Lilith would release Lucifer from Hell and bring on the Apocalypse. For the entire season, she let him believe the exact opposite.
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So, I've signed up for [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang for a minimum 20,000 word fic with a complete first draft due by May 1st.  Have a fairly strong idea that I'm confident I can expand into a full-blown BB fic. It's a combination of a plot I've had in my brain for a long time and a prompt I read on the latest [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn kink meme. The two matched up so well, it must be fate or destiny or whatever. Have almost 6000 words written already and lots of ideas bubbling away. Hell, I can see and hear whole scenes in my head, the problem is getting them onto the page and not sucking. Because this will be the longest SPN fic I've ever attempted, I've managed to break it down into 7 different sections or major scenes and am just concentrating on writing at least 3000 words on each of them. Seems much less scary than thinking about having to write 20,000. So far, it's working out well. Have got basic plot for each section, detailed outlines for most of them. Am finding that when I get stuck on one, I can switch to another. 

Anyways, if anyone wants to help out with beta, cheerleading and/or just plain handholding, I'd be more than grateful.

Click for plot, pairings, kinks and warnings )

PM me if any of that takes your fancy and I'll send what I've done so far.


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